" High Anxiety "
I had to leave a life to heal. The plan was to stay
active by doing something, i found art again and got
into a process of a doing.. learning method.
experimenting, trying more doing more. consciously or
unconsciously. combining elements creating unique art.
I created a routine and process to keep my fears and
anxiety from being a disabling condition to
a motivational effect.
i kept disciplined tried more to heal and evolve
artistically, physically and mentally. I produced a visual
style and discovered a path to an economical and
practical growth. The power of anxieties and fears
had disabled me. now it has enabled me to bring color,
beauty, well-being for all to treasure.
visual art is my purpose and my way to heal
my Anxieties and mental health. My art is a endless
process of therapy to heal my past present and future.
Now the world will see hear, read, and i will always
feel high anxiety, fear and judgement.
Portishead – Over
" art smarter not harder "
Difficulties of learning is frustrating. the more
i tried to listen and do, it just got harder.
I listened looked and created everyday. weeks
turned into months and i started see and hear.
Trying and doing was the key too keep it simple and
cost effective. i started to experiment, not only
to see my ideas in my mind but in my hands. I had to
create and make to understand more. I made
mistakes but i also found answers to the solution.
Nothing was easy until i heard, did, learnt and found
many answers truths and mistakes. art is about
doing more writing, drawing, painting, consuming,
audio and visual.
the creative mistake is a truth manifest.
the fear to except something so simple that looks
so complex. i try not to question the method
because end result is magical.
if in doubt reproduce.. repeat the process and
method of doing experimenting will reveal inspire
motivate. The true short cut is to do, try, learn,
create, make, start. time is long or short.
mindset, hours, days, weeks, months, years.
art is past present now.
" High art high anxiety "
Picture perfect people
in a picture perfect world
" Art is a Gift Forever Present "
